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Enslaved at heart
A secret love letter to the man who owns my heart. All the things that turn me on. Everything I'd do for him.
Nothing here yet. This user has no
posts. Perhaps in the future?
Just so we're clear about what this blog is and is not. First of all, it's my blog. I'm married and monogamous. We've been together a long time but recently our relationship has been evolving. Some of that process is documented here. I will never betray my husband by cheating, and that includes sexy message times here so please don't ask. I use BDSMLR to train and condition myself for him and my blog is a place to share my journey and document my thoughts as things change between us.
What this blog will generally have:
Female devotion and denial
A heavy focus on male pleasure
Anal including anal training and painal
Oral for men only
Rimming
Slave training concepts including pain
In short, I believe I belong to my husband and one of my primary goals in life is to use my existence as a vehicle for the delivery of his pleasure and satisfaction with almost no limits.
Things this blog will occasionally have:
Pissing - not something I'm into generally but if he wanted it I'd almost certainly pony up so that will occasionally make it into this blog
Pregnancy - I'm past the baby time, mostly because we have four already, but carrying a baby for a man is up there with hot displays of devotion
Lactation - same as pregnancy. Proof that your body is a tool for the propagation of his seed is also hot.
Serious body modification - believing you are property has certain ramifications. I'm definitely okay with visible signs of ownership, including tattoos and branding. I'm also not confident I'd say no to serious body modification including clitoridectomy and infibulation. Seems like a natural extension of the state I already exist in - mostly oral and anal, and almost permanently denied my own orgasms.
Same sex activities: women only. I have a feeling he might one day want to experience other women and more traditional sex, which isn't what we have. I occasionally fantasise about him having a cake who gets all the things I don't while I take care of all the things she doesn't want to do, so that might come up here.
Things this blog will not have:
Gaping and fisting - in my opinion ruining a woman's holes defeats the purpose of their use as a pleasure tool for men
Underage sex including grooming - training or preparing children for sex is abhorrent. Our role as adults is to protect their innocence and develop their confidence so one day they can choose. End of story.
Bestiality
Traditional female pleasure - I personally believe female orgasms are selfish and redundant. Watching a man give a woman any sort of pleasure, but most especially oral pleasure, makes me deeply uncomfortable.
Sloppy oral technique - I can appreciate it does it for some people but to me it's a shameful lack of control. Suck him properly and stop making such a mess.
Cumming in her eyes or on her face - I genuinely don't understand this one, probably because he mostly wants to come in my mouth and have me swallow. But it looks painful and messy, and I feel awkward as fuck looking at it, so you won't find it here.
Spitting and shitting - not for me, sorry.
Rape - reluctance is one thing, rape is another. Devotion to his pleasure is my choice. Being compelled to do something I don't want to do is hot. Being forced is not and you won't find rape fantasy fuel here.
Multiple partners - we're strictly monogamous, mostly because he doesn't want to share me. If he wants a female partner to give pleasure to or to experience more normal sex, I wouldn't stop him, but there won't ever be other men and this blog won't show that kind of thing.
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Just so we're clear about what this blog is and is not. First of all, it's my blog. I'm married and monogamous. We've been together a long time but recently our relationship has been evolving. Some of that process is documented here. I will never betray my husband by cheating, and that includes sexy message times here so please don't ask. I use BDSMLR to train and condition myself for him and my blog is a place to share my journey and document my thoughts as things change between us.
What this blog will generally have:
Female devotion and denial
A heavy focus on male pleasure
Anal including anal training and painal
Oral for men only
Rimming
Slave training concepts including pain
In short, I believe I belong to my husband and one of my primary goals in life is to use my existence as a vehicle for the delivery of his pleasure and satisfaction with almost no limits.
Things this blog will occasionally have:
Pissing - not something I'm into generally but if he wanted it I'd almost certainly pony up so that will occasionally make it into this blog
Pregnancy - I'm past the baby time, mostly because we have four already, but carrying a baby for a man is up there with hot displays of devotion
Lactation - same as pregnancy. Proof that your body is a tool for the propagation of his seed is also hot.
Serious body modification - believing you are property has certain ramifications. I'm definitely okay with visible signs of ownership, including tattoos and branding. I'm also not confident I'd say no to serious body modification including clitoridectomy and infibulation. Seems like a natural extension of the state I already exist in - mostly oral and anal, and almost permanently denied my own orgasms.
Same sex activities: women only. I have a feeling he might one day want to experience other women and more traditional sex, which isn't what we have. I occasionally fantasise about him having a cake who gets all the things I don't while I take care of all the things she doesn't want to do, so that might come up here.
Things this blog will not have:
Gaping and fisting - in my opinion ruining a woman's holes defeats the purpose of their use as a pleasure tool for men
Underage sex including grooming - training or preparing children for sex is abhorrent. Our role as adults is to protect their innocence and develop their confidence so one day they can choose. End of story.
Bestiality
Traditional female pleasure - I personally believe female orgasms are selfish and redundant. Watching a man give a woman any sort of pleasure, but most especially oral pleasure, makes me deeply uncomfortable.
Sloppy oral technique - I can appreciate it does it for some people but to me it's a shameful lack of control. Suck him properly and stop making such a mess.
Cumming in her eyes or on her face - I genuinely don't understand this one, probably because he mostly wants to come in my mouth and have me swallow. But it looks painful and messy, and I feel awkward as fuck looking at it, so you won't find it here.
Spitting and shitting - not for me, sorry.
Rape - reluctance is one thing, rape is another. Devotion to his pleasure is my choice. Being compelled to do something I don't want to do is hot. Being forced is not and you won't find rape fantasy fuel here.
Multiple partners - we're strictly monogamous, mostly because he doesn't want to share me. If he wants a female partner to give pleasure to or to experience more normal sex, I wouldn't stop him, but there won't ever be other men and this blog won't show that kind of thing.